bro

 bro I fell down today again

I didn't realise the skirt?/dress was kinda long and the circumference was kinda small, I couldn't walk with big steps

I was walking off the bus at qmh

and just 仆街 literally, lmfao one of my shoe even flew away, a few passengers helped me fetch my shoe
the man in front of me (i literally lie on ground lmfao) asked if I'm alright, I'm like yes yes thank you

one palm slightly scratched, other hand cuz I was holding my phone with the kuromi plush (I transplanted kuromi onto my new phone), my hand was perfectly fine but kuromi is grey now

one side of my forehead also kinda warm, maybe I scratched it but I don't feel a difference on my skin

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

bruh

hahaha

------------------- afternoon ---

aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

anatomy vr practical

it's that man again

and today teach penis and vagina

bruhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

:((

can't learn that lecture

should've finished the last 10 mins before going, took like 40 mins to finish watching the last 10 mins

seems my groupmates and friends are looking out for me though, they tried to stick around with me although they didn't mention anything

(e.g. nice voice boy+gf & rhythm game chinok from new pbl; ivan and 3-day-give-up boy from original pbl)

---  another thing

(also i swapped from sitting from at the back of the lecture hall to middle of the lecture hall this morning for lecture, (because there are two profs at the back doing prof teaching peer review), and the 3-day boy chose to sit next to me, and then later his gf came and ask him why he sit here, and he explained with my explanation aka there are two profs at the back

(bro idm him coming to sit next to me, I am kinda grateful, but bro I think it's kinda weird when you have a gf

I hope the gf won't get angry at me or something, lol

Not my fault if she's angry, that means she's not confident enough lol... but so much drama

anyways

baddddddddddddd

ivan said he looked at me a few times and I looked okay so he didn't ask if I want to early leave

I said I am not quite okay though but I won't early leave, but I can't concentrate lol, so I learnt nothing

(now still fairly fine

maybe before sleep not great lmao, but yg ok geh)

(oh also had lunch w Ivan and talked interesting stuff)

he also pointed out my glasses were tilted, probably from the fall,

i tried to adjust the nose supporting thing

Another thing, yesterday night I was thinking I should redact my sentence about wanting to fuck people, I think if it's real I don't want it and will cry lol

Hmm but today lunch I talked about that and part of me was like fuck yeah the other bigger part was like no I'm not that comfortable with the idea irl lol

AAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Dislike today's lab session

Also found a new sanctuary yesterday night, it was the mcdonalds at hung hom mtr station, basically many seats in the open 2nd floor area just like a food court, and a lot of 'bar' tables with usb stations for each seat, perfect for loners like me lol

and I think it closes at midnight or something

great

------------- evening ---

ivan had dinner with me too

lmao hands are a bit shaky while we were eating hahahahhhhhhhahah

hm legs were shaky back in the lab too lol

ahhhhhh still quite touched since most people that I talked to showed up for the lab thing ... and all sit at my table,,, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

wuwuwuwuwuwu wanna cry