20240928

autistic?

apparently i shouldnt spend 10 minutes on the PHQ-9 and GAD-7

i was stuck at the last question on PHQ-9 though, it asked me how difficult it was to perform my tasks and functioning. I think it was "slightly difficult", but the only two closest options are Not difficult at all and "quite difficult". Like it is difficult so it is not "not difficult", but it is not "quite difficult" it's just slightly, so I spent like at least 5 minutes contemplating on this question lmfao


and idk i have to hand in before the start of session so i was taking my time and did it very slowly and cautiously lmfaooooaaaaaaa


ahhaahahahahaa aaaaaa



actually very curious of what arthur and others had wrote on my case LOL im pretty sure i have some damn issues but i just wanna know if they had suspected/ drafted any diagnoses LOL

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa



:( ending :((


am i in recovery or in remission

20240917

界題·解題

 突然好喜歡幫每一個小篇章設置一個標題。看起來很高大上,而且令篇章的中心思想很清晰。

還滿思念把日記上傳到drive給Arthur看的日子。而且如果在咨詢告一段落前,drive的最新篇還停留在“fuck you Arthur”,我感覺很不好意思😅sls(而且想有個好結尾)

在“fuck you”和這篇《界題·解題》中間的日記篇章怎麼處置呢?我應該也會包括在drive內,想整個doc比較完整。(因為網站blog也換過一次,doc是目前唯一集中兩個網站的日記的「據點」。)這些過去的日記,也沒有必要看,但這篇還是蠻正經和言之有物的!!

(喔大概只有十篇。哈,不給arthur看之後就變得那麼少。)


更新絕對不是因為我吃醋你在看Ivan的書!!(確實有點點吃醋啦但這真的不是上傳的原因)


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