Trash

 Hmm mum sent a screenshot asking me if i like a certain skirt. Huh I was surprised. Unfortunately not the kind i wanted so i declined

Secondly dad asked me if i wanna eat sushiro yesterday afternoon. Surprising. He hasn’t been to/ wanted to go to any Japanese restaurant since the nuclear wastewater thing. I declined (because I already booked tmr (today)’s sushiro). Sometimes I wonder if there is some sort of familial telepathy. Because I haven’t mentioned anything about sushi and sushiro recently/ this year. Such a coincidence.

Third, I did absolutely nothing. Now it’s almost 4am. Tmr’s friday. Supposed there is a “mock exam” organised by near peer teaching in med campus, but they’re gonna host a live zoom session too. I’m thinking of staying poly u instead. Closer to sushiro, less commute time, and I got the stuff I needed to print so far the day before yesterday already.

Have to work exxxxtrrraaaaa hard tmr!!!! And need to wash hair…,, fUCK

Lmfao my only two kind of motivation for washing hair is: 1. Very itchy and dirty and unbearable or 2. Go therapy

Bruh !!!!

Also seems Ivan ignoring my messages since the day before yesterday. It’s been almost two days. Today he announced he’ll delete ig to study. Hopefully I wasnt too annoying. Maybe I shouldn’t send too much stuff

Maybe i shouldn’t write too much here too

But it’s my diary

It’s mine

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Edit: oh wait the main point of the diary. It should be

Having daily mini roast with mum again. I told her to stop forcing me. She answered something like, 拿槍口指住你的頭才算逼！我有拿槍威脅你嗎？你要分得清哪種是逼 哪種不是！

Anyways idc anymore i just asked her is it only guns count, she said yes

Kndoamsdisksjdsk anyways good night i should sleep

Feels a bit lonely but it was me who told you to go away

:/

It’s like if people approach too proactively my instinct would be they’re definitely up to something, i can sense trouble sooner or later. But if people are uninterested in me I’d think they’re probably benign because they’re not trying to get something from me

I should fix this. And my awful temper. Seems difficult though. And also stop myself from stalking people. And also to build longer relationships without me randomly disappearing, bruh. Let’s add them to the session objectives. Lmao